one life, one chance.

i've done lots and lots of things that i'm not proud of in my life time... probably more things than i'm proud of.

i can also think of heaps of chances and risks that i didn't take and now i'm stuck here wondering "what if?" all these years later.

i keep thinking about how stupid i was to let all these perfect opportunities pass me by and how great things could have happened if i had just put myself out there.

it sucks that i can't go back to the past and change these things, but i guess the best i can do is to learn from my mistakes and live life.

And if all you ever do with your life
Is photosynthesize
Then you deserve every hour of these sleepless nights
That you spend wondering when you're gonna die